And it's all about me ..

Hi readers! Merely my pals call me by my nickname “Isay” or “Bonz”.

I may look simple physically but I had a lot of frustrations. Looks can be deceiving.

 I am a frustrated Guitarist, Pianist and Skater. I am very eager to learn how to play Guitar. I can play guitar but it doesn’t mean that I am pro. I still need to acquire guitar lessons before I can say that I am good enough for a Band. Often times my friends’ think that I am weird, but for me I just want to be Unique. I want to be different from my friends in such a way how I live my life.   

During my spare time I as well read books anything that is in our bookshelves, despite the fact that I have read it so many times. Reading is beneficiary to all human; for it can develop one’s mind and can influence the way of thinking in different affairs of life. I am also fond of playing Chess together with my dear siblings.

I am a dreamer. I have lots of dreams to accomplish that is why I am very focused in finishing my studies. I give more time in finishing assigned tasks. I give my best in everything I do, because I hate rejections. Before I do things I think first the positive and negative outcome I may get. And I don’t regret every decision I make, but it doesn’t mean that I have not experience any failures at all. Sometimes I am thought of being impulsive; it’s just that I want to lessen the possibility of doing mistakes. Maybe I am a perfectionist person; it is because I don’t want to tolerate erroneous actions.

Frank! Hell yeah! That is what I am. I’m sometimes cold and cruel, but it doesn’t mean that it could be the reason for my friends to leave me. Yeah! I am a mystery. I am sometimes weird but fun to be with. I am kind to those who are kind to me. I hate liars, they are like maggots.

Though I’m not perfect it doesn’t mean that I am a trash at all. I know how to live my life.

             I am a positive person. I look at life at the bright side. Living positively can lift the spirit of other people. You can share your happiness to them by having sunshine on your head. I am a happy person. I smile despite of every circumstance in life. Yeah I know I’m stupid but that’s the real me. That is how I live my life. I live my life to the fullest.

I HEART GUITAR ....

This photo was taken last March at our camp in Rizal. I love playing guitar; it makes me forget all dilemmas in life even for an hour.

This photo was taken during the birthday party of our great Facilitator; Bro.Eduardo Miranda. My friend and I sang Little Houses by: Amanda Seyfried. I was so glad that they enjoy our performance that night.

MUSIC IN ME

I strongly believe in the saying “WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS, MUSIC SPEAKS”. 

I love singing. I am a frustrated Singer. I sing everywhere I am, I sing whenever I want to sing, even when I am inside the bathroom. When I am singing inside the bathroom I feel like I am a professional singer. When I was young, about 10 years old maybe, I really have no idea about the different genres of music. It just so happened that as I sit next to a stranger in the jeepney all of a sudden I heard me singing the same song, not because the lyrics are easy to understand. I don’t know possibly because the melody is very heartwarming. As I got home I researched for that song and I love it. Through searching that song I have learned the different genres of music. I became addicted to “Hardcore, Alternative Pop Rock and Metalcore” songs. I could easily appreciate those types of songs other than songs that swiftly flow. My favorite band were “A Day To Remember”, “Silverstein”, “We the Kings”, “Disciple”, “Paramore”, “Eleventyseven”, “Flyleaf”, “Slapshock” and a lot more.

“If it means a lot to you” is the best song ever. A melody to my ear. The song was very meaningful. I find it very interesting because it is emotionally   written.  I played it maybe, 12 times a day, if I’m not mistaken, if only for the line ‘til everyone is singing/Lalalala; maybe that is the reason why I liked hardcore and metal core music. I am a big fan of a necessary screaming in songs. Listening to these genres makes me alive. I can express myself more. I don’t know what has gotten to me, but as for me this type of music are “eardrum-friendly”

Music is one way to escape dilemmas in life. If I’m depressed, I just wear earphones and sing-along with the band playing.

MY FAVORITE BANDS

A DAY TO REMEMBER

SILVERSTEIN

WE THE KINGS

DISCIPLE 

PARAMORE

ELEVENTYSEVEN

FLYLEAF

SLAPSHOCK

MY FAVORITE SONG

“If it means a lot to you”

By: A Day to Remember

And hey darling
I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah I want it but no I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cause I can't come back home till they're singing

La, la la la la la la 

'Til everyone is singing 
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might be for the best

And hey sweetie 
Well I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't want to be leaving me
Yeah you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing

La, la la la la la la 

'Til everyone is singing 

La, la la la la la la 

If you can wait till I get home 
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might be for the best

You know you can't give me what I need 
And even though you mean so much to me
I can't wait through everything

Is this really happening? 
I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually

La, la la la la la la 

Now Everybody's singing 

La, la la la la la la